It hurts

It hurts
It hurts to say goodbye, even though i will see you again soon.
I take too many pills because they keep me from feeling
and when I'm here and your there, there really isn't much to feel.
I overshot it this time, I was talking to my doctor.
I almost OD'd. Joy.
Apparently I'm retarded. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Also when you said your parents hated me, that hurt me alot.
Because I've been trying so hard for them not to, but they do anyway.
Oh well.

So now that I'm here and your there I don't know what to do.
I guess I'll do what I always do. I'll just become numb, shut down, and not feel anything
until may.

Soooooo.... fuck you world.

and Genesis, I LOVE YOU